Villain

 Villain

By Alexandria


What does it take to make a villain

A little pain, a little loss, make sanity the cost

He’s got to be broken and a little lost

Every villain needs his scars

and his are everywhere

They live in his heart and his skin to wear

No one but me knows how much he cares

He’s delirium, danger, and your every nightmare

But he’s fragile and something to scare

 

I could break his heart with a whisper

I could break his bones with a kiss

I could burn his name down with just one wish

It’s this-

I like villains for their vulnerability

I like their porcelain skin, I like how they bleed and sin

But most of all, oh most of all

I like how I’m everything he needs

I am his precious pain,

His rainbow after the rain

I like how if he lost me he’d go a little insane

 

He’s my villain to violate

He’s mine to love and hate

Cause that line is a little thin

When he’s spent so long in my skin

I’m a breath of air and then I’m violent wind

Most of all?

With the villain I win

(I win)

 

He likes my intellect and my rhymes

His voice is my softest wind chime

I want us to touch and him to sing my hymns

Most importantly?

I like a villain cause he’s mine

 

Obsession is it’s own love language

We write our X’s and O’s in elaborate games

You’re the big bad wolf I wanna take

I’ll take your picture, I’ll take it to frame

I will put you in beautiful doubt and blame

 

Before you I was a victim all my life

Now I get a villain as a knife

You’ll do what I tell you; you’ll do it well

Without me everything is hell

I cried and begged for you to a wishing well

Cause guess what?

Your vulnerability I won’t ever tell

 

I want you soft and shaking

I want you in awful aching

I want you to shake to my words

Your heart to shatter at any time

I want you fine and frail

And most importantly?

I want you as a mine

And me as your finest wine

I like villains cause they are mine


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