X and O

 X and O

we write our X’s and O’s in blood

singing and then screeching a deadly tune

we scream and howl at the moon

like wild creatures and wilder banshees

you chase me with a chain saw

that’s how I know you are in it for the long hall

I’m poised, ready, and a little petty

Let me love you with my machete

 

We have our games

My favorite is playing hide and seek

I love when you show me a little of your freak

Let me clean my knife off

I got to find a way to get you off

Apply a bit of pressure please darling hold still

Maybe later you can drug me with my pills

I wanna draw patterns and zig zags

I wanna feel your breath as the metal drags

Do I get to put you in a body bag?

 

Oh god the drag of the day

I’m surrounded by all the mundane

No one ever lets me out to play

It’s all drones, robots, and zombies

All I want is to focus on your body

 

Your breath your gasp

Your groans your moans

I want to make you fall apart

I want you to sin and atone

 

No one knows I’m more than quiet

Oh I can get a little violent

Then I’m deadly I’m silent

I’m a little lost here take a look

I never return my library books

I want to take you and break you

I want to suffocate you and make you

You’re a loan I’ll never return

The only book I ever want to learn

I’m a bit of a bad girl- it’s my turn

 

Babe give me a kiss

I got sweet cherry lips

You can cut them off

If that gets you off

Bite them with yours

Get a taste of my cherry

I want to see you be scary

A little LSD for your ADHD

I’ll kiss you as you hallucinate

You want me gone?

Too little too late

The red queen is here

Tasting your candy for our date

I want some D and S

Feed me M&M’s

I’ll give you some S and M

 

Babe these days everyone’s a zombie

All I want to focus on is your body

I don’t care about the robots or the drones

All I want is to make you grunt and moan

Maybe I want you for you brain

Maybe I want to make you go insane

Cause I like you a little crazy

I wanna make your vision hazy

You need a little poison to fire you up

Smile doll, I’m the Queen of Cups

 

Give me a little passion

I wanna pour out all my compassion

To the cold and calculating

I like a little manipulation

Babe in this nation?

You’re the only one alive

Together I know

You’re beyond any fantasy

You are the only one who can see

It’s only you and me

Two sharks with all humans in a sea

Blood thirsty

Yeah?

Best way to be dirty

 

I like your bark I like your spark

I like how you’d choke me in the dark

So hold me down and tie me tight

Let me know if I am tight

Keep me for every night

Tie me tighter

You are ecstasy and you are fire

And I,

I wanna go higher 

 

I like our courtships

I love our games

I wanna play with your brain

It’s just what I like to entertain

Your mind is the hottest thing

You want to fuck me till I sing?

While I treat you like a King

I like it when you get mean

It’s all drones aliens and robots

For you I could be a pretty bot

Will you fuck me as I get hot?

 

Everyone else they’re all zombies

Yeah that’s why I want you

As the world burns and rots

I want you ready and hot

You are my every thought

Let me tie you with a love knot

 

No one ever lets me out to play

It’s all drones, robots, and zombies

All I want is to take apart your body

I’m surrounded by beeps and bots

You’re the only one I like a lot

Let’s write our X’s and O’s in blood

no one else will ever get me

you’re the only one I wanna bleed

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